
For the last year and a half I have been going through a refiners fire and am no where near complete yet. The heat has been turned up and have felt the Master's hand in my life. Teaching seminary and Gospel Doctrine for my ward has been a blessing to me and my family and part of that journey is coming to a close. I was informed that I would not be hired as a full-time seminary for this fall. I am grateful for the opportunity I have had to teach at Borah and getting to know the kids from Zero Hour. They are an example to me and a strength. I have truly seen a glimpse of the strength of the youth that will one day be our leaders.
The Lord has a way of humbling His people, and as the scriptures say it is better to humble yourself than to be compelled to be humble is true. I had forgotten and neglected habits that kept those spiritual muscles strong and they became very weak. I know what it is like to make decisions one day and the results do not come to fruition until later. Sometime those results are less than desirable. I know that when it rains it pours and when you think you are through the worst of it another white squall can knock you sideways. It is not fun to be sideways.